I’ve been feeling so overwhelmed with work/life lately that I haven’t been talking about it. I don’t feel like it helps, and I don’t feel like talking. Instead I’ve just been shutting down.
I keep hoping that the next new week will be the one that allows me to relax and recharge, but it never is.
You would think that now, with my bad shin keeping me from running, I would feel relaxed, but I just feel frustrated. I am in so much pain when I walk, especially when I go up and down stairs, that I just want to give up.
So, I am sharing this just to explain where I am right now – in a pretty frustrated state of mind. So I’ve been keeping it quiet. Don’t worry about me… just don’t expect to hear much from me… winky winky smiley face.
This post is a reminder to myself.
Slow down. You keep “going going going” and you are going to CRASH.
Quit packing your schedule so full. Take time to RELAX.
Ha. Who am I kidding? Even as I write this, I know I have a FULL day ahead, and at least two full weeks. Busy all day at work, busy all night at home. Too much to do.
And about the super long post below – just a Target rant and some food reviews I wanted to share. It ended up super long, so read it only if it interests you.
I don’t understand me lately. I feel like my emotions and thoughts are out of my control or something. I don’t feel like they are bad, just that they move forward without me. Like my brain won’t shut off.
I’ve been writing, passionately. I have all of these post sitting in my queue, just waiting to be posted.
But I am going to take a “quiet day.”
I think I need to start reviewing before I hit “publish.” I am letting myself get overwhelmed and too caught up in things.
If I keep “going going going” like this, I am going to end up crashing and getting sick again.
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