Training Week 180

By , March 31, 2013 7:31 pm

Highlight of the Week: The constant reminder that I have an awesome, supportive group of friends… that put up with a lot from me. Ha ha. I won’t get in to specifics. I am just grateful. 

Week180

Monday | March 25, 2013: 2 m run (w/Anne) + teaching strength class
Loc: Grayslake, Temp: 32°, Time: 23:11, Pace: 11:35 avg, Difficulty: easy, Felt: good
Strength: kettlebells + step, Difficulty: medium, Felt: good
Tuesday | March 26, 2013: rest
Wednesday | March 27, 2013: strength class
Strength: kettlebell plyo circuit, Difficulty: medium, Felt: out of it/headache
Thursday | March 28, 2013: 8 m run (w/Emily) + 6×400
Loc: Grayslake, Temp: 28°/27°, Time: 1:11:03, Pace: 8:46 avg, Difficulty: easy, Felt: great
Loc: hood, Temp: 50°/49°, Time: 44:18, Pace: 8:51 avg, Difficulty: medium, Felt: merrrrr

Friday | March 29, 2013: 22 m run (w/Erin)
Loc: Around Round Lake/Grayslake, Temp: 51°/48°, Time: 3:37:48, Pace: 9:50, Difficulty: medium/hard, Felt: mostly ok
Saturday | March 30, 2013: 4 m walk (w/Mica)
Loc: Millennium Trail, Temp: 31°/39°, Difficulty: easy, Felt: great
Sunday | March 31, 2013: 6 m run (w/Mica)
Loc: Millennium Trail, Temp: 41°/41°, Time: 55:22, Pace: 9:13 avg, Difficulty: easy, Felt: good

Notes:

  • Anne came to my Monday night class! How awesome is that?! I have such supportive friends! And she gave me some really good feedback on class, too. Thanks a million, Anne! 
  • I took my rest day super early this week – Tuesday – because I knew I had running plans for every day but Tuesday (then ended up walking on Saturday due to a stiff knee… derp). Anyway – it felt so weird to take my rest day so early! It made me feel lazy! Ha ha. Then I had to do a double on Thursday to fit in all my workouts… bad planning. 
  • So. Friday’s long run. It was in the low 50s and super sunny. I haven’t acclimated to the sun/heat yet (remember – I prefer the dark and cold, ha ha). Every time Erin and I stopped to wait to cross a street/use the restroom/whatever, my heart rate would increase instantly. Kind of scary. It took at least 15 minutes for it to calm down after I got home. Not. Cool.
  • I got to run for the first time with a member from my running club (Emily) this week! We had so much fun! She’s training for the WI full so I will probably jump on her long run next Saturday (I told Emily that before I remembered I told my new running friend I might run with her next Saturday – oops). 
  • And… I got to workout with Mica on Saturday and Sunday!!! So that means… only one solo workout this week! Craziness!!!
  • P.S.  Remember how excited I was about exceeding a 200 mile month in February? This month’s mileage was 227.8!

A good reason not to put an ice pack directly on your skin

By , March 30, 2013 11:06 pm

Ouch!

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Friday Question #232

By , March 29, 2013 7:25 am

What safety precautions do you take so you’ll feel safe when you are out (exercising or whatever) by yourself in the dark?

Hey! This is my first ever reader-submitted Friday Question! Do you think I should ask for some reader suggested Friday Questions?

Jess from Three Men and a Mommy just had her second son and is already training for a half marathon – the Chicago Women’s Half Marathon on June 23 – the same one I am running with Anne – woot woot, blogger meetup!

Oops. Got a bit off track there. 

Jess emailed me saying that with a new schedule with two kids, she finds herself running very late or very early, in the dark. And she doesn’t feel 100% safe despite telling her husband her exact route, and when she’ll be back. So! She asked what I do to feel feel safe running in the dark (which I have actually come to strangely prefer). What about you?

What I do to feel safe running in the dark

  • Always run with my cell phone
  • Use a tracking app on my phone so my husband knows where I am at any exact moment. I use Glympse, which Erin recommended to me last year. 
  • Wear a form of ID – I wear a ROAD ID
  • Be as reflective as hell – reflective hat, vest, tights, bracelets

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  • Wear a headlamp and other lights
  • Stick with well-lit courses
  • Run by homes – not on trails
  • Run on the sidewalk if possible
  • Don’t wear headphones
  • Run with someone (if possible)!
  • Have ninja skills

Things I don’t do but know other people do to feel safe running in the dark

  • Carry pepper spray
  • Know self defense
  • Run loops that keep you close to home (if it won’t make you crazy)

Not worth it

By , March 28, 2013 10:18 am

You know which post on my blog has been getting the most traffic for years? You might be surprised. It’s a post I wrote in April of 2009 about a Crystal Renn swimsuit photo shoot, called “Props to Glamour and my “eye patch and dental floss bikini story.”

In the post I talked about how pleased I was that Glamour had a realistically sized model showcasing swimsuits. Then I had to share the ridiculous story behind this suit of mine: 

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Heh heh heh.

My mom called that my “eye patch and dental floss” bikini, because it showed so much skin. I wore it in Spain in summer of 2002. Geesh, mom, you know women go topless there, too, right?!

Moving on. 

I think that is probably the last time I wore a bikini? For the past few winters, I have thought to myself, “Hey! I should work on slimming down! Maybe I’ll wear a bikini this summer!”

And… it’s never happened (the slimming down or bikini part). 

Now. I am not one to be ashamed of how I look. I run around shirtless in the summer. I don’t feel like I have to “cover up” my body. I’ll wear a one-piece to the beach. It’s more practical for the type of running around/playing I am doing anyway (you don’t want your bikini bottoms sliding off when you are tubing/skiing/being stupidly reckless). 

But why do I come back to this thought, every year? It seems so stupid!!! What does wearing a bikini even say? I am proud of my body? I am not ashamed of my body? Well geesh, I feel that way now, and I don’t have to wear a bikini to feel it. 

Yikes. This post is not going where I thought it would, but I kind of like it. 

So. The reason I was thinking about all this, is because I was wondering what it would take to have more defined abs. Something more than a “flat” stomach (Uhh… not that I have that now. Mexican food for dinner. Not oops.)

So I ran across this random article in Competitor (click to see larger) – “Get Six-Pack Abs.”

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And you know what I decided?

It’s not worth it. 

Caring that much about how I look, is just NOT worth it. I don’t want to think about it that much. And I don’t want to be so strict with my diet, either.  I am going to be making soft abs in my kitchen, and I don’t care. 

Of course. I didn’t actually TRY to get defined abs, nor did I obsess over it, or ever feel bad about how my stomach looks… I just played this all out in my head as I read that little blurb and thought… “no thanks.”

I drafted up a whole “not worth it” blog post with a list of items that I don’t particularly care about… but it got a bit negative. So, we’ll skip posting that. You can tell me though…

What’s on your “not worth it” list?

And here’s another question – why do people care so much about how they look in swimming suits? I mean, I am in one maybe… 5 days a year? Maybe 10? Seems like a lot of trouble for such a short amount of time. 


 Oops, I got so caught up in this, I forgot – I wanted to add the link to the article that inspired the “Think of it as ‘passing’” post. Here it is (pdf here).

The office dump

By , March 27, 2013 11:45 am

Today I am guilty of the office dump.

Wow. That sounds really bad, doesn’t it? Ha ha ha! I will let you decide how bad it really is… once I explain what the heck I am talking about.  

Don’t worry! I am not talking about anything that involves a visit to the bathroom. But I am talking about food. Again.

I hauled this big-arse (heavy!) bag of food to the office today. But it wasn’t full of things to fill up my snack drawer.

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Sigh. It actually had my lunch and it, and a bunch of snacky stuff from our pantry (snacky stuff in bag below on left, lunch on right).

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My food hoarding got the best of me this month. I might write more later about my tendency to stock up on not-so-healthy treats then not eat (all of) them, as an exercise in self control… but we’ve already had enough disordered food talk this week. So I’ll save that topic for another day.

But anyway, I eventually sabotage myself by having so many not-so-healthy treats around, because when I want to binge, there they all are. So! I took a lot of them* out of the pantry, and brought them in to work. Hence – the office dump – dumping my snacky food off in the office pantry. GUILTY!

Are you ever guilty of the office dump?

I sure am. I work in a huge office, and food goes fast. When I used to bake more, I would bring in the extra stuff. Sometimes I feel bad about it, like I am encouraging other people to eat junk. But whatever. I see what some people eat on their own… if I wasn’t providing it, they would be!

And that huge bag was mostly gone by 9:00 am.

*Not all. I don’t follow  the “don’t have any not-so-healthy snacks in the house” policy as a way to stay on track with my eating. I believe in small indulgences each day. We just had WAY too much stuff, because I was food hoarding.

When lying’s okay (???)

By , March 27, 2013 4:48 am

Here’s a new phrase for you – protective buffering. It’s when you hide worries or concerns from your partner to “shield them from something unpleasant.” And according to this article “The Little Lies Spouses Tell” (pdf here), researchers think that it’s healthy. Check out these tidbits from the article:

Often the more open partners are with each other, the less happy they are…

…sharing too much is a source of relationship dissatisfaction.

Couples often wrongly assume full disclosure is always best…

Thought broadcasting is never a good thing…

Avoiding a topic so as to avoid a fight is often good…

What the what? I feel like this article is encouraging lying. 

Granted, it’s for things like how much you spent on an item, what you really think of your partner’s family/friends, and so on. The article does specifically say that avoiding big topics “isn’t protective buffering, it’s selfish.” But then it goes on to give advice on which buffering method is best and how to know when to disclose something.

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image from article

I don’t know what to think about this. It would be silly to presume everyone is 100% open and honest. We all have our little secrets that we need to keep, for our sanity and sometimes, reputation (ha!). But do people really tell all these little white lies? Wouldn’t that make you feel bad if you were? 

I was trying to think if there are any little white lies I tell (or things I avoid telling) Steven. I fully disclose how much I spend on things. I am way too open about what I think – to the point that I can see why the articles says “thought broadcasting is never a good thing.” He always knows where I am. There is only ONE thing I could think of – how much I eat. In times past when I have had major binging issues, and have eaten so much I am not hungry for dinner, I have lied about why. BUT! That is more to protect my embarrassment than to protect him. 

Damn. How does it all come back to food?

Anyway, reading this threw me for a loop. It made me wonder what partners (or families or friends, whoever) aren’t telling each other. I know that I have had people withhold their health issues from me, and I’ve felt very hurt. Were they just protective buffering? Or is it none of my freakin’ business? Ha ha. 

Are you a protective buffer-er?

Do you think full disclosure / thought broadcasting / being open is bad for relationships?!

Guest Post: Mountain to Fountain 15K Race Report

By , March 26, 2013 6:42 am

I am really excited to share a guest post from one of my favorite people – my girl, Chris!

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You may remember Chris featured in such posts as “Long Grove Turkey Trot 5K Race Report.” Hee hee. Chris and I first met in our running club in 2011, and have been taking the same Wednesday night strength class together for quite some time. Chris is one of those girlfriends you always want to spend more time with, because she is so damn sweet, nice and funny. Very funny. Very silly. We could get in a lot of trouble together. 

But I digress. Chris is also inspirational. She was in an awful car accident a few years ago. It left her in a full body brace for four months (and confined to a wheelchair for a brief portion of that time). She had a broken lower lumbar spine, face, ankle, toe, right clavicle… and lost a few teeth and part of her tongue. Her mouth was wired shut for three months and she had to re-learn to walk (due to the muscular atrophy). She was a runner before the accident, and quite devastated by it. The doctors weren’t sure if she would run again. Yet, here she is, kicking ass and taking names. I am proud to know someone like her! Have you ever had to deal with a huge recovery like that?

Okay! On to the post, as told from Chris (bold text from me)…

Destination races are one of my favorite ways to enjoy the area that I am visiting while on vacation.  And, while many people laugh at the fact that I race over my vacation – I realize that my runner friends out there would understand my insanity.

In January, I tossed out my top three choices for races in the Phoenix (AZ) area to a few of my friends to get their opinion on which race they thought I should attempt while on vacation.  One was a local 5K , another was a 4 mile race close to the area, and the third option was a 15K (9.3 miles) that was about 35 minutes away from our time share.  Needless to say, every person that was affiliated with the running and/or multisport club that I belong to selected the Mountain to Fountain 15K (on March 10, 2013).  While I was concerned by taking on that level of mileage a couple weeks early in my half-marathon training, I was definitely not let down by their suggestion.

In addition to the mileage concern, I was a little unsettled by flying in on Saturday afternoon, and running the following morning (due to potential dehydration from the flight), yet my mind was more settled after talking to one of my friends.  I was scheduled to arrive in Phoenix on Saturday afternoon, which would have given me some time to stretch my back and legs for the race the following morning.  For me, this is an important part of my race preparation, as I have a spinal fusion in my lower lumbar region and a herniated and bulging disc in my cervical spine.

What steps do you take to prep for a destination race?

While the race began at 8:00 am, participants were required to arrive early, because they had to transport everyone by bus to the start line inside of the McDowell Mountain Regional Park.  The first bus left at 5:30 am, and the last bus left at 7:15 am.  The plan seemed like a good one, until United Airlines delayed our flight; leaving an hour later than originally scheduled.  The delay meant that our flight would arrive in the early evening versus the later portion of the afternoon.  However, that was just the beginning of the eleven total delay notices that I would receive on my cell phone while waiting to board the plane.  Our plane eventually departed Chicago at approximately 10:30 pm, and due to the time difference, we arrived at around 11:30 pm in Phoenix.

After a long wait in uncomfortable chairs at the airport, and a three and a half hour flight, my legs and back were rather sore.  While my plan to stretch and visit the swimming pool for some hydrotherapy was foiled, I was determined to participate in the race, as I had been looking forward to it for the past couple of months.  The race description intrigued me, as it seemed different than most races, and offered “an extremely fast downhill” for the first 5K, a steep climb for the second 5K, and rolling hills for the remainder of the race.  Needless to say, I had decided to try to remove any time-related goals that I had created in my mind for this particular race due to the physical discomfort that I had experienced from the flight delay, and focus on my primary goal, which was to finish the race.

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Elevation profile from here

On race day, we had to leave the Phoenix area at 5:00 am, in order to allow for enough travel time, in case we experienced any challenges with driving instructions.  Once I arrived at the staging area in Fountain Hills, I knew why everyone was wearing warm-up pants and long-sleeved jackets, as it was in the low 40’s in town.  Plus, the temperature dropped even lower once we reached the start line, near the top of the mountain, where it was in the 30’s.

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However, it did not take long (around mile 3), and I was peeling off my arm bands due to the heat.  We were on the main road to McDowell Mountain Regional Park, which was in the full sun.  It was beautiful, and a welcomed change from the snow and cold weather in Chicago (especially now, since winter seems to NOT want to go away!).

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The race had a great group of volunteers staffing each of the water stations, and emergency medical responders in multiple locations on the course for precaution.  There were individual runners and teams that participated, which added a higher energy to the race.  The teams were competing for the first place prize in their respective divisions, as they won the weight of one of their teammates in beer – Kilt Lifter beer, to be exact (image below).  Each race participant also received a can of Kilt Lifter beer at the party following the race, as well as a complimentary massage from a local massage therapy school.

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I originally wanted to complete the race in 1:30:00, and had kept my pace intact until about mile eight, when I ran out of fuel (both electrolyte drink and gels), and began to have a headache.  I knew at that point that I was dehydrated from the high sun exposure.  As many would say, I was “running on empty.”  However, I still had a little over a mile to go, and a few hills left to conquer.  Then, at about mile 8.5, the hunger pangs began.  I immediately knew that I had to conserve my energy, as it was apparent that I had burnt many more calories earlier on the course than I had initially anticipated I would throughout the race.

Also, the two coyotes that crossed in front of me on the course definitely gave me the ambition to carry on, and brought a smile to my face, as it reminded me of similar experiences that I had with some of the members of the running club on one of our training runs in a local forest preserve.  It quickly became another ‘coyote run’ or training run for me, and took my mind off of the lack of fuel.  It made me smile, and their crossing was perfectly timed.

It was one of the most peaceful and beautiful courses I have experienced thus far in my running career.  It was exhilarating.  I could not tell if it was being surrounded so fully by nature that made the experience so grand or the fact that I did not have to race anywhere afterwards – just “enjoy the ride,” or possibly a little of both.  Whatever the reason, it was a race that I will remember for many years, and would recommend to anyone staying in the Phoenix or Mesa area in the springtime.  It was amazing.

What was your favorite destination race and why?

Fear of hunger

By , March 25, 2013 6:13 am

WARNING! This post may be very triggering as it talks about purposefully trying to reconnect with the feeling of hunger. Please skip this post if you need to!

I’ve been wanting to write a post about my strange fear of hunger, and how it makes me act, for awhile. I swore I started a draft of this a long time ago. Instead, I found an actual published post – “The first time I discovered hunger” (from November 12, 2008). Geesh. That was raw. And… it pretty much all still applies. Damn. Don’t you love it when you go back in your blog archives and realize you are still struggling with the same damn crap?!*

I did find a draft post (from July 23, 2009) about how I was trying intuitive eating. That never got published, because it didn’t work for me. But there was a cute picture of me in the post, to which I had said “the only time I am not eating is when I am sleeping.” Ha ha ha.

image:Young Kim asleep with PB sandwich in her hand

Anyway. I’ve felt hesitant writing about this, as I have never experienced real starvation or hunger, and don’t want to offend anyone who has. But I feel like I need to get this out there, because maybe someone can relate!

So, are you the type of person who packs snacks for work, road trips, flights, etc. –  the type of person who always has a snack in their bag or in the car? OR! Do you fly by the seat your pants and just pick up things as you go… or maybe wait to eat when you get home?

Just as I am an over planner, I am over prepared. I always have a snack on me, or near me. My thought logic is that I don’t want to become hungry and be caught with something “unhealthy” or not have any vegan options.

But you know what happens? When I get the tiniest tingling of hunger (and usually it’s mental, not even something I feel in my stomach), I consume all the snacks. Then, I am left with no snacks. So I go buy the unhealthy things anyway. And nom nom nom away.

Examples:

  • I pack homemade trail mix for a flight. It’s all I can think about on the flight, so the moment I feel any hunger, I dig in.
  • I have a “just in case” LUNA bar in the car. I get a slight hunger on a longish drive and eat it.
  • I have a snack drawer at work. Sigh – who else has the snack drawer? When I feel anxious at work, I dig in (after telling myself I am hungry).
  • I go to the city to hangout and pack a bunch of things to eat throughout the day… and find myself eating them to prevent hunger.

So in all cases, I justify my snacking by telling myself I am preventing hunger. But… I never got hungry. So what is with the need to constantly feel satiated? What kind of weird, messed up privilege is that?!

Mica and I have been talking about this, and I think she summed it up well:

It’s such a weird thing. It’s not like I’m afraid in the way that I’m afraid of plane crashes, but I definitely feel a strong compulsion to avoid hunger. And then when I work through my hunger or manage to make it to dinner without snacking a lot, I think, “Hmm, that wasn’t so bad.” But in the moment, I feel SO DESPERATE.

So why is hunger so bad? Why are we so desperate NOT to feel it?

And not to be disordered about that. We should NOT starve ourselves. But, there have been months where I have gone without EVER feeling hungry. Because I am constantly putting food in my mouth. What am I so afraid of? A slight hunger headache? Would it be bad to feel that?

Earlier this year I tried to quit overeating so much, and ended up feeling hunger. I would get to the end of a run and feel famished. I did need that LUNA bar in the car. I did need those snacks then.

I’ve started feeling hungry for lunch and dinner again (my stomach actually makes noises!). I started enjoying food more. It was weird, what a little true hunger could do. But that doesn’t mean I don’t still struggle not to eat ALL THE SNACKS to prevent hunger, still!

See, it feels so odd writing this, because a lot of people struggle with under-eating and not purposefully being hungry all the time. And I don’t mean to be insensitive to that either. I guess wanted to share this weird thing I am trying to stop.

*I felt bad about that for a minute. Then stopped. I am pretty easy going on myself.

Training Week 179

By , March 24, 2013 12:08 pm

Highlight of the Week: Feeling creative and developing (with my trainer) a kick@$$ kettlebell + step workout for my class tomorrow night! Good thing I practiced it today  – I’ll have to cut the blisters at the end of my toes off, so I am able to do the burpees at the end of the workout! 

Okay, and a tie highlight would be all my fun runs with friends and being a crazy lady and trying to make new ones.

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Monday | March 18, 2013: 8 m run (4 + 4 w/Mica) + teaching strength class
Loc: hood, Temp: 28°/29°, Time: 42:11, Pace: 10:03 avg, Difficulty: medium, Felt: not awake
Loc: hood, Temp: 28°/28°, Time: 37:24, Pace: 9:21 avg, Difficulty: easy, Felt: awake
Strength: dumbbells and core, Difficulty: easy, Felt: awesome-o
Tuesday | March 19, 2013: 12 m run (5 + 7 w/Alyssa)
Loc: Millennium Trail to Nippersink FP, Temp: 31°, Time: 54:02, Pace: 10:34 avg, Difficulty: medium, Felt: meh
Loc: Nippersink FP to Millennium Trail (and back), Temp: 30°, Time: 1:06:12, Pace: 9:27 avg, Difficulty: medium, Felt: good
Wednesday | March 20, 2013: strength class
Strength: Cardio kettlebell circuit, Difficulty: um… medium, until I thought I broke my head, Felt: okay
Thursday | March 21, 2013: rest
Friday | March 22, 2013: 13 m run
Loc: hood, Temp: 18°/16°, Time: 2:04:48, Pace: 9:36, Difficulty: easy, Felt: painful at first (headache)
Saturday | March 23, 2013: 11 m run
Loc: Around Round Lake, Temp: 22°/27°, Time: 1:51:15, Pace: 10:07 avg, Difficulty: easy, Felt: good

Sunday | March 24, 2013: 16 m run (w/Bobbi) + 1/3 Monday night strength practice
Loc: Independence Grove, Temp: 32°/34°, Time: 3:03:46, Pace: 11:29 avg, Difficulty: easy, Felt: like a “real” trail run!
Strength: Kettlebell + step, Difficulty: medium, Felt: schweaty

Notes:

  • This was my first 60 mile week this year! Yes, first. I hope this happens again this year. It only happened once last year!
  • And as a reminder… here is why I am running so much, and from last year, why I run long
  • Do you guys keep running in to that statistic that says “even an hour or two of exercise does not offset the damage of sitting down the rest of your waking hours [for example, at a desk in an office]”? I just read an article about that in the newest Running Times. I sense a blog post coming up. This topic kind of… gets to me. Not quite sure why.
  • I really related to Jax House’s post about having a city (Dublin!) all to herself while running. I think that is why I sometimes prefer the quiet am runs, when no one is up yet! I like having my hood to myself. Of course, it’s even cooler in a “new to you” city!

Another reason to run without headphones

By , March 23, 2013 8:54 am

Maybe (?) I’m a bit crazy, but whenever I see someone else running in my neighborhood, I want to chase after them and say “BE MY RUNNING FRIEND!”

But, alas. I am usually sitting at my desk, looking out the window when I see them. It would be strange to chase after someone when I don’t have my running clothes on, right?

Heh heh heh. How about when I do have my running clothes on?!

This morning, I saw someone else running in my neighborhood. Understand, this doesn’t happen very often, as I run early in the morning. I was super excited, and told myself if I caught this person I would introduce myself and ask to be running friends.

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Um. Here’s what went down. 

I catch up to them, say “Good Morning!” and they shriek and jump. Sigh. She had headphones on and didn’t hear me. Oops. She said, “I guess my music is on too loud.” I responded with “Sorry to scare you! How is your run going?” She didn’t respond so I kept running. 

Then I thought it was a fail. 

BUT! Shortly after I freaked her out, I ended my run at my house. And! She stopped and said hello! She said she sees me all the time when she is dropping her kids off at school and that I seem really fast. I asked if she wanted to run together sometime. She said yes, but kept saying how slow she is. Sigh. Peeps, quit saying how slow you are. I don’t care what pace I run. I got her number and plan to call her this weekend to set something up. Yay!

Would you ever stop a runner in your neighborhood to ask them if they want to run together?

It may seem odd for city people, since you probably see lots of runners, but I don’t see a lot in my hood!

Think we’ll actually end up running together?

She ran her first half in November and is training for another! Exciting!

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